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This is a multi-part message in MIME format. ------=_NextPart_000_001D_01C1D0D9.00082920 Content-Type: text/plain Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit I know this is off topic, but I thought it was worth reading! This really IS a true story. I've known Gerry for more than 30 years, and this is the sort of things that always happens to him. Thank God he has a sense of humor and an eloquent pen! ****** Forwarded Message is in next mime section ******* ------=_NextPart_000_001D_01C1D0D9.00082920 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Yesterday, I received one of those wake-up calls in life that you hear = about. And, yes, the following is a true story.=20 Ever since I was a child, I occasionally would get a high pitch sound in = my left ear. I never worried about it until yesterday, because it would = come, annoy me for awhile (maybe an hour or so), then quietly leave. = This would happen only a couple of times a year, and since I have been = blessed with the hearing that approaches a dog's for the other 99.9999% = of the time, I never thought much of it.=20 I never knew for sure what the origin of it is or was, although a = psychic once freaked me out because she mentioned it (she had no way of = knowing about this since I'd never met her). She even told me that the = problem was because I had been hit in the head with a baseball once when = I was a kid. Again, she had no way of knowing that but, in fact, I had = been hit in the head with a line drive when I was a child (insert your = own joke here). That blew me away and so, for the past 23 years, I = assumed that was probably the source.=20 So, yesterday, when the all too familiar sound hit me, it didn't = surprise me. What DID surprise me was how much louder than normal it = was. In fact, it was so loud and annoying, I thought it must be coming = from an electrical device. I just had my central heat/air unit replaced = with a new one and thought that might be it. Especially since the sound = appeared to get louder when I walked through the hallway where the = thermostat is mounted. Yep, sure enough, it was louder when I was there. = I called the A/C company and they said there is NO possibility that the = thermostat could be causing a high pitched noise like that because there = is nothing in it that can generate sound. I insisted that the fellow I = was talking to was wrong. And that I further insisted they come out and = fix it. They scheduled an appointment for tomorrow.=20 After I hung up the phone (I was in the kitchen now), I noticed the = sound was almost as loud right there... and I was nowhere near the = thermostat. Could it really be ME?=20 I walked outside. No sound. "HA!" I thought. It's NOT me... let's go to = lunch! I hopped in the Cherokee to head out to celebrate the fact that = it wasn't me with a "Very Happy Meal" ... but wait! The sound was = back... as loud as ever. It WAS me. Now I was panicked. I realized the = reason I didn't hear the noise outside was because there was enough = ambient/white noise surrounding me to drown it out. But there, sitting = in the sound chamber known as my Jeep Cherokee, the sound was back = bigger than ever... and I could do nothing to make it stop.=20 I ran back into the house and got some Q-tips to clean my ears, = desperately thinking that might help. It didn't. The sound was still = there. And it was more than annoying. It was darn near debilitating but = mostly from the fact that I couldn't make it go away.=20 Then it hit me... I knew a guy back in the Air Force that had a similar = problem. It turned out it was a brain tumor that had finally grown big = enough to press against a nerve, causing the sensation. He ultimately = had to have brain surgery and, unfortunately, it was not successful.=20 Was this God's plan for me? I'm 52 and I believe in God, though I'm not = one to preach to others. But I figured if that's all the pages God = intended for my script, no amount of "post production" would extend it. = Incidentally, I felt the same helplessness and lack of control for my = life that I had at the instant I hit the pavement at 70 mph during a = motorcycle accident that occurred on my 40th birthday. I said to myself = then what I said to myself now... My life is in your hands, God... "Thy = will be done."=20 There was a certain amount of comfort (if you can call it that) that = came from knowing that in the moment of my worst trials, I was willing = to accept God's will. It allowed me to savor what peace could be = mustered.=20 Now in the case of the motorcycle accident, God's will was that I should = break a leg and three ribs, and reflect on those passages in the = bible... you may be familiar with them: The Gospel according to Harley & = Davidson. I grew a new respect for both God and pavement. My injuries = healed but the message I apparently took with me (and realized = yesterday) was that our lives really aren't completely within our = control. We have to do the best with what we have, but be willing to = accept that which we cannot, and to accept it when the call comes.=20 Was this, in fact, my call? Was it my time? And, if so, WHY NOW? I just = got confirmation for my new job as editor of a magazine to start in = April. After floundering in the waters of depression and uncertainty for = the past few years, it seemed my ship had finally come in. Well, OK, a = dinghy, perhaps, but trust me... compared to my accomplishments lately, = it looked like a cruise ship! Now, could it turn out to be nothing but = the ghost of the Titanic? Trust me... when you face a crisis where you = think you may be sleeping with the fish soon, drama comes easy.=20 I made plans to see a doctor today. Just my luck! Less than 2 weeks away = from having complete medical coverage and now I have to report a = possible brain tumor?=20 When I finally went to bed last night, I prayed. Not for a miracle, but = simply to be strong enough to accept what will be. Because the ringing = was still there and, in the silence of my bedroom, it took on new volume = due to it being the ONLY sound in the room. Sleep was the only escape = from this audio invasion. Blessed sleep!=20 When I awoke this morning, the sound was still there. It had NEVER = lasted this long. I started to get dressed, planning my day: "Call = doctor... see if I can get an emergency appointment. Call A/C people. = Tell them not to bother coming out." The only thing with a freon = shortage appeared to be me.=20 As I put on my pants, I noticed the sound was now back to its fullest. I = pushed the pants away... the sound faded!=20 Like a child ravaging a package on Christmas morning, I emptied the = pockets. Still the sound was laughing at me. Then, I noticed a bulge in = the pants which, unfortunately, was NOT attributable to me. Something = was still in the pants pocket. I reached in and there, in the very = bottom of the pants pocket, was my cell phone WEDGED in such a way that = a button was pressed by a coin caught between the keypad and the flip = door. When I opened the phone, the "Low Battery" indicator came on. I = turned the phone off and the sound died with it.=20 Till her dying day, my dog Copper will probably never understand why her = Pappa danced with her on that very weird morning. But dance with her, I = DID. For I had learned some very important life lessons that I now share = with you:=20 1.) It has now been certifiably proven: Cell phones CAN be hazardous to = your (mental) health! It helps to be smarter than the phone. 2.) When your life seems to be out of your control, if you have faith in = God, Allah, or whatever, place that faith in His hands and relax. If it = really IS out of your hands, then you cannot change the course. Accept = it and you will know peace. It may not always wind up being a cell = phone, but there's a certain comfort in knowing you can put your soul = into the hands of someone, some THING more powerful and accept the = decision that may come. =20 3.) Then again, check your pockets. You never know... ------=_NextPart_000_001D_01C1D0D9.00082920-- =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-==-= All postings to LM_NET are protected under copyright law. 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